Rescue haunting me

On Mon, 7 Apr 2003 17:01:15 -0400, Marilyn Hubley
wrote:
>Okay this is BAD :( Took Max in for his Thyroid test today and the vet was
>blunt with me. She told me it probably isn't the Thyroid and its just his
>demeanour and I can't adopt him out knowing what I know :( So then I drove
>with Max for a while and couldn't get it out of my head that I'm facing the
>ultimate end for Max. No I'm not ready to give in yet, I just know its not
>time. I still have Gunvor's remedy's to try (when the people ship me that
>last bottle of stuff so I can mix them). But still I'm heavy hearted,
>overcast, cold, snow in forecast weather isn't helping. Can't sled cause
of
>my arm, even neighbours thought I'd be out :( So I caved and had a nap
>:( Next thing you know I'm at some shopping centre, outside in the parking
>lot and find a guy in a trailer that has found 3 Siberians :( Little to no
>training, pumped up and ready to go. Yes all frigging 3 left with me in my
>Durango thank God I woke up then. I'M AFRAID TO SLEEP NOW!!!!!
>ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
>
>Marilyn & The Hubley Hooligans